Hi there,

It has been awhile. Alot has happened. Where should I start?
OOOohh you wouldn't believe what happened to me, I got 100% on my Native Studies Mid-term!!! I was in shock for such a long time, and I swear that I still am in shock lol.
Oh and constantly getting threatened to be kicked out, haha. It has gotten to the point where I am starting to look for my own place if you know what I mean. I dunno how long I could take. Anywho. Life is going alright. I miss a whole bunch of people. Yet I am also sick of people. If that makes any sense. I have been extreemly busy ever since. Oh and I am starting job hunting again. lol. I am not sure what else to say...but I thought that I should update my journal.

<3 Bianca

First of all...

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

Alot has happened in these past few weeks, for instance going back to school this week. Holy, I was ever tired all week. I actually, started going to bed at 10-10:30...now that is early for a university student. Anywho I wish all of you well in your studies.
I dunno about you guys, but I have two tests next week...meaning first weekend back I'll be studying hardcore. And I got to catch up in math.

So, today. I came home earlier than usual. My sister straightened my hair. Which I got cut SHORT (thats another story). And I decided to take some new pictures, and now I am posting them...slowly. lmao as much as I want to upload all the pictures at once I can't due to the life of an university student. Enjoy!

About my hair...the story goes like this. One Saturday morning, Bianca went to go and get her hair cut. Bianca's hair looked like bush hair, and she needed her bush, well managed. So, she asked for the split ends gone, and some layers...then everything changed. Bianca couldn't see what this old lady was doing with her hair. Bianca thought well, this woman must know what she is doing...on the contrary. She couldn't see what she was doing. Then before she knew it, HALF HER HAIR WAS GONE!!!!

Yeah so I decided not to get mad at this lady, and deal with my hair do. So yeah it is currently up to my shoulders.

Anywho ttyl!!!

<3

Bianca

So it is Christmas today.
First of all Merry Christmas, and happy holidays to those who don't celebrate Christmas.
Holy SHit. You would not believe the past few days here in CLYNEVILLE. On Dec. 23 I was trying to wake up my sister for a doctors appt. And she wasn't waking up...my dad came home and tried, but as he took the blanket off of her he said, "Haylea did you pee your pants?" Then she started shaking, she was having a seizure. I saw the whole thing, I was sooo scared out of my mind!!! We thought it could've been from her fever. I tried to call the ambulance, quicky panicing I tried to dial 911 but of course instead I dialed 991. When I thought I got it right, I hung up the phone and called again. The operator was giving me shit for hanging up, but I was having a panic attack at the same time. So I talked to this paramedic lady on the phone. As we were waiting for the ambulance to arrive. My younger brother was down stairs he kept on trying to come up. Right after I got off the phone my mom called, there is something about a mothers voice but once you hear it when you are in trouble you start...well crying. I told her, "Haylea is having a seizure..and shes not waking up." I could hear my mom's tears starting to pour down her face as she said to me, "I am coming home. I am calling a cab and I will be there soon." Little did we know...cabs in Wpg are so STUPID. There was no cab availble for her. DRAMA. My mother doesnt have her license Holy crap right? My mothers friend who is a CEO at her work, said that she would drive her. She called to tell me. At this point in time Haylea was still breathing heavily and my dad was walking back and forth from the bathroom on the top floor with a wet cold facecloth. Now Haylea was on her side. She started turning a little blue. I have never seen this actually happening before. I ran down stairs to care for my brother, he was now scared not knowing what was happening. My Dad was scared, yet calm because thats my dad. But then I heard my sisters bedside table fly across the room. I was still downstairs keeping my brother calm. He was crying at this point. I had already cried earlier except my tears were starting to dry up. The paramedics arrived, I directed them upstairs, and I waited with my brother on the main floor. The next thing we knew, I saw the paramedics start to take her down the stairs at this point she looked awake. Haylea kept holding her head and trying to beat up the paramedics. She looked at me, but I know she didn't actually see me, her arms reached out in both directions. And they took her to the hospital.

Anywho, thats what I saw. i thought I would type it out. It helps me to write things to relieve my stress. This was an actuall event in my life. My Family has been through alot in the past year. Thats the truth. I will probably write more later. But for now i got to go and watch my younger bro. Can't leave young boys alone for too long.

So, I am feeling invisible today. It is definatly weird. Any who, tomorrow is well, remembrance day, and there is a day off of school. And I am doing school work all day. I am planning to go out in the evening though. Hopefully that will make up for sometime.
Ha ha. Well last journal entry I talked about school. So, I am going to talk about a different topic.
My weekend. Was alright I guess. Saturday, I decided to have a chick flick evening. The movies for that was, "Ever After", "The Prince and Me", "Legally blond", and "Chocolate." Oh yeah tear pooring fun.

Then Sunday I went to the movies with some friends, and we went to go and see.
Nick and Merie Make a Porno. Ha ha ha that was interesting. Although I think one of my friends lost their innocence during the movie lol.
On the same subject of movies....I would LOVE to go and see Twilight when it comes into theatures. I started reading the book last week and I absolutely love it. I just hope the movie is just as good as the book. It took awhile to find a new book series, that I enjoy reading.

How is everyone else? I know I have been out of the loop with ...school work. But I'd like to know how everyone is. Anyone wanna go and see Twilight with me????

-Bianca

Well it is now NOVEMBER.
Wow, does time fly by.
I am well adjusted, so far into my university life. I have already experienced the ups and downs. It is so hard to keep up with everything, it takes skill, time and effort. and ORGANIZATION. I am like a pro in the organization department now. You are probably wondering where's the proof....just look at my binder. lol
My life lately has consisted of school school and more...well you've probably guessed it school. I am still try to spend time with my family but with all this school work it is HARD. Yeah I know, I live in the same house as them..but it really is hard to visit or spend time with them when you know you gotta finish homework and prepare for the next class!!! It's crazy!!!!!
Ha ha, after reading what I just wrote...I may come by as crazy to people who don't know me. I am sane...trust me.
I am looking forward to holiday break. It's exciting.
I hope everyone else is doing well.
Love you.
Bianca